Life goes on…

After the last post, seems like there’s nothing interesting going in my life enough for me to blog. Actually was thinking of blogging more. But whenever I look at the screen, I forgot whatever that I wanted to say. Sad, that life is so boring.

I’m still bumming around. Looking for that ‘dream’ job. Looking back, was I stupid to turn down the 2 job offers that I had? Probably. But even if I accepted them, how long would it be before I quit and look for another job again? I knew that those 2 jobs are not what I would want to be doing in the long term. So, what do I want to do in the long term? Frankly speaking, I don’t know too. It’s always based on feelings. When I went for the interviews, I will see what the job is about, what the people there are like and based upon my feelings, I decide if I want the job or not. A risky thing to be based on? Yes, but if you don’t feel comfortable, how are you going to convince yourself of getting out of bed and going to work everyday?

I know, I’m still dreaming. Since I’ve aborted my supposedly ‘big plans’, I feel that there’s nothing for me to work towards. I want so much to see Kara and Brigid but I think I’m not wanted, plus I have no money. I want so much to leave Singapore but I’m of no value to other countries! Ha! Keep dreaming, I guess.